so i just realized i haven't posted since december. and its now almost april. wow.
well, even though i know nobody actually reads this thing, ill post anyway.
new things in my life. or at least that aren't known to the blogging world...

1. My high school's pep band just got the title of number one hs pep band in the state and last weekend we went to Peoria to play for the final state games. it was...fun at times. michael jordan was there xD. haha. but band drama needs to jump off of a cliff.

2. I currently can't stand anyone. i feel like everyones just out to start drama. plus my best friend likes this guy... but she's dating a boy who absolutely loves her more than anything. and boy 2 is amazing and one of the last good guys on earth and one of my friends so it just sucks because she treats him like shit and stuff but stays with him and is constantly breaking his heart. fuck people.

3. Got rejected from honors english AGAIN. fail.

4. BAMBOOZLE ROAD SHOW?? HELL YES. can't freaking wait.

5. panic making new music. so yeah. amazement/thrill/freaking exstatic.

6. wow i can't think of anything interesting in my life lol.

im still trying to work on this whole self reliance thing. still failing as of now. but oh well.
how is everyone?