On a rainy Monday...

actually that's a lie,
its not raining. if it were i'd be in a MUCH better mood than i am right now.
screw going to school just to get homework to do on our day off.
screw playing the worst pep band music ever created until i can't feel my lips anymore.
i love band, but really, i feel like lately we havent played any of my favorite music ]=.
and im sick again. which is NOT okay.
my friends...
ach idek.
one of them i feel like needs a mind of her own.
and two others i just dont meld with that well anymore.
one seems to have completely forgotten about me,
and the rest aren't really that close of friends anyway.
frustration. i hate being alone.

i was totally in a good mood this morning in early bird art, working on my panic piece, drawing the four of them in concert, reliving every amazing minute of the last concert,
when i find out one of my other friends decides to draw panic for her art project...
like no. its not THAT hard to be original. i mean really. she could have any other time during the year. but of course its now...

so instead of actually doing any art she just sits on the computer looking at their pics all day.
yes,
they are the most beautiful creatures to ever grace the universe,
but idk. i just think shes way too concerned with their looks and not enough with THEM.
which bothers me. a lot.


ach. sorry for the rant...
maybe ill post again later in a better mood...